Coast Walk
The disaster in the air
you spoke of, it is in the way
this bank of cloud breaches land
over shirty, jostling waves.
It is in the way the seasons
draw in and crowd,
will herd us around
the last few scraps of warmth.
Two grey kingdoms blur to a smudge
of a world at the edge of a third.
It is in this strip of sand – mountain
worn to damp grain, encountered
near a vanishing.
Stalking for fish and chips,
a difficult time weighs
this idea disaster. I’ve felt it too, for years.
This dance, terminating – dis-,
a master,
attenuating light.
It’s glimpsed again
through a narrow street –
in the steely advance of legion waves.
It sounds in confused babble
of TV News, a shop bell’s ring.
It’s the secret of this roadside pigeon’s
unlocked guts. Waves again – ghosted in a car door.
It’s in the approach of sea brink; the lane’s funnelled, out-
of-season chill.
It’s in these first few stammers of rain, the open shoreline’s
gathered junk, the rise and fall again –
fall again. It’s in the drilled reach up the beach to my feet.
With many more,
it’s coming and it’s in the air, the sky.
It’s in the sun and the fall apart of cliffs.
It harries at the lighthouse, in the dissolve
of ice-field drifts; wind-thrown gulls; scattered leaves.
It’s in the whisper at my shoulder –
familiar friend: ‘I’m on the next
bend, hurry – live.’
© Nathan Hamilton 2006